For the last several years, I’ve given up sending a holiday letter out or posting one on social media or my website talking about what I’d done over the course of the year. Instead, I’ve taken to writing a year-end essay looking at the bigger picture from my vantage point as an American. As I mentioned in my 2024 year-end essay, my personal accomplishments aren’t worth mentioning anymore as there are far bigger concerns that have overshadowed anything I as an individual may have done. Thinking back over the course of the year that is finally ending, too much has happened to us all, far too much for any one person to track though many are trying. It’s been a tumultuous year, one that has spawned far too much anxiety and concern because of the political situation that has unfolded here in the U.S. At the end of last year, much was unknown about how 2025 would progress. Now we know how this is unfolding, and it’s far worse than many of us had imagined it could be. We knew that a second Trump administration would be challenging to say the least, but it’s been far more cruel and chaotic than we thought possible. Continue reading
Commentary & Pubs
Comfortable in our own skin
Everyone should be able to be comfortable in their own skin. They shouldn’t have to justify who they are. They should just be able to be. They should be free to live their life without fear because of who they are, or what they look like. As I’ve written many times before, humans, all of us, are a single species. We all have the same basic needs for clean air, safe food and water, shelter, clothing, companionship, and in the modern world, transportation, education, health care, and so much more. Today in the U.S., we have a federal government working hard to turn us against one another. It is working to make us hate one another for myriad superficial reasons. It is working to make us afraid to leave our homes, to express our views, and in far too many cases, to even exist. It is pulling at visceral emotions to make us fear one another when we should instead be supporting each other. Continue reading
Gerrymandering is cheating
Gerrymandering is a practice that has a long history in the U.S., and no matter who’s doing it, it’s cheating by taking away the voices of the electorate and predetermining an outcome based on partisanship. In practice, it’s done by drawing electoral district boundaries to serve the party doing the drawing by silencing the voices of any opposition through packing or cracking any voting blocks in the party’s favor. Packing entails grouping large blocks of opposition voters together even if they wouldn’t normally be in single district to limit how many districts they can control. Cracking entails breaking up opposition party blocks across districts and separating them further to dilute their votes. In short, gerrymandering is a method of voter suppression and election fraud that’s unfortunately legal but completely unethical. While electoral districts should be effectively a grid based on population density, instead, gerrymandered districts tend to resemble abstract art. Both major parties have engaged in various levels of the practice over the years, and it stems from serious corruption and an inability to compete fairly in an election. Continue reading
Public education and common knowledge
I was lucky. I grew up in a time when public education was thriving. There were still some differences depending upon where one lived. Still, everyone had access to public education for K-12, and public colleges and universities were affordable. At that time, the federal government covered about 80% of the public education costs while states, students, and other private funding covered the remaining 20%. Beyond the minimal costs, I lived in a state that had an excellent public education system at the time. There were general requirements that ensured that graduates had a core of knowledge that allowed them to be productive citizens. Beyond fundamental math, reading, and writing skills, high school graduates had a basic understanding of how our government was structured and functioned, and at least a passing familiarity with our nation’s history, the good and the bad. That gave them the basic skills necessary to pursue employment, to vote responsibly, and if desired, to pursue higher education. Continue reading
We all have to be our kind
I was thinking back to a show years ago when I moved from the pit to the cast as an actor. I wrote about my experience of climbing out of the pit in a commentary piece a few months after the show closed as I prepared to jump back into the pit in another production. Being an actor rather than a musician for that production was memorable in so many ways. Overall it was a good experience to move to a new perspective and role. As I think back on that, one preshow conversation keeps coming to mind in a completely different light than it shed at the time. The theater company that put on the show had a long standing tradition of holding a company call before each performance. It happened after the house was open, the audience was milling about the lobby and the auditorium, and the performers had hopefully completed their final preparations to begin the performance. The entire company was invited to meet just outside of the stage left entrance. Announcements were made. Awards were sometimes given. Hugs were shared. Questions were answered. And it was a pleasant time for the company to come together as a whole before getting to places for curtain. Continue reading
Thoughts on a somber Independence Day
July 4, 2025. This day marks the 249th anniversary of the founding of the United States of America as stated in the Declaration of Independence. That declaration was revolutionary at the time stating that people had the right to self-governance and didn’t have to cater to the whims of a king.
I’ve long had a complicated relationship with this particular holiday, and this year it’s even more so. On the one hand, as a musician I enjoyed the music that was prevalent on this American holiday as I used to play in a variety of community bands. I no longer perform, but I’ve been listening to a wide swath of American music on my favorite classical radio station throughout the day today. Continue reading
Remember the important things
I was recently reminded of what is truly important by two very talented young people. The first was my friend and mentee (although he’s so far past me at this point, I’d really consider him the mentor now) who joined his first national tour as the assistant music director and keyboard 2 player for a popular musical that’s again making the rounds. I’ve written about this young fellow before, now having just finished his first year of college, and his accomplishments continue to excite and thrill all who know him. His passion, skill, and dedication are an inspiration in so many ways. Continue reading
Spring thoughts
May 2025, the heart of spring. While my favorite season is fall because I greatly prefer the weather compared to that of any other season, spring normally signals hope and energy after the winter recedes and the plants reawaken. This year, nature is doing its thing. The trees are green. The flowers are blooming. The bugs are starting to amass. Little squirrels and birds are running all over the place. But this spring still doesn’t feel like spring. Yes, the outside appears much the way it always does this time of year. Alas, the inside is different. There are always things to be concerned about, but this year it’s hard to know where to start because so many things are at risk that don’t have to be. There are many things to consider, and not all of them are related directly to the crises we face.
I recently posted an article across my various social media accounts about habits that will make us happier. It was a compilation of recommendations from a psychologist who heads the Department of Psychiatry at a major medical center in the U.S., and it was truly about self-care, something that becomes even more important during trying times. A friend commented on my post on one of the platforms I use that he didn’t think it was appropriate to feel happy when we’re losing our democracy, which got me thinking. Continue reading
Tax time choices
For close to 30 years or so, I’ve been a faithful TurboTax user. Prior to that I still did my own taxes, but I did them the really old fashioned way – i.e., I got my forms from the library, wrote everything by hand and mailed them in. Although TurboTax has been around since 1984, I finally got around to trying it in the late 1990s. The software made filing my taxes easy and was initially pretty inexpensive. As time went on the software evolved to a very robust package. Also over time, it got more expensive, especially after Intuit segregated which forms were available through the interview in each version. The more complicated the return, the more expensive the package became. The H&R Block software, TaxCut, is much the same thing, although since I was in the TurboTax realm I never explored that one. Still, I’ve been considering looking for a less expensive option for some time. We have to file our taxes, but we shouldn’t have to pay an exorbitant fee to do so if we choose to do them ourselves. Continue reading
On the edge
Here I sit at my computer at the start of a very consequential week. I have much to be thankful for in my life, and I try to focus on the good things. My friends. My family. Even the state where I live. I have challenges as most of us do. In my case, I’ve been dealing with some serious medical issues all of my life, and they’ve gotten worse over the last several years. Even so, I’m still able to take care of myself and even provide an ear to my friends and family to discuss the things that concern us. Continue reading







